Still here, and still praying as you need everything there is to fight this battle, Nadine! It is so hard when you have to watch a loved on go through it and feel so very helpless. Cancer has touched so many of us on this board in one way or the other. My husband was diagnosed with a fast growing prostate cancer about a year and a half ago, and these folks saw us through it all. I'm not sure how I would have maintained what there is left of my sanity without these people to share with. They are dear to me, and now you are as the love of God and our families has made all of us here another family.